we re 5 ppl @ home.. mom dad, bro n wife , myself n ma neice..to say d long short of it , 2 couples n a singleton. evertym ther s an outin arranged .. i am added lik a baggage to 1 f d 2 couples. i kno my parents would luv havin me.. but stil thr re limits to dat too.. n my bro n wife feel i should give them privacy.. now wen i look @ a family, i can see 4 ppl happy with thr lives n me standin apart.. it somehow feels i don fit in.. i am swayed fm dis couple to dat couple as n wen tym n place permits.. i keep tellin maself i need to find a stand of my own.. wich in my case probably is to get married.. but thn wat i dont understand is .. how many ppl undergo a similar kind f situation n how they face it.. for me silence seems to b a option i undertake.. dis "extra baggage kinda treatment seems to b getting over my head" or may b i am over reacting .. as they usually say @ home.. ;) but watever t may b i still have a happy home only dat i am not sure i am a part of.. every now n thn i keep remindin myself havin a affair or 2 myt help.. ;) so far so good.. plz do post yr comments!! chao,
luv,
sami
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jersninia (3 Years ago)
Why accept everything in life when u can be own your own once a while? Once a while try to say no and life would be a much more interesting. U can do so many of your favourite things when left alone to yourself.