I am a student living abroad. I visited India last week(just for a week) for the first time since i left India.
While on my way to India,I had a mixture of feelings like how i would feel when i reach India, meet my family and so on and so forth. But I was perfectly fine in India, did not miss any of my friends,did not feel overwhelmed too by the family love and affection. The day i left India, my feelings were neutral too :)
After reaching here, I do not miss India or my family. Am fully fixed with the routine friends and roomies.
When I am in a place, a person who is supposed to be there is not present, I CERTAINLY MISS them. Like now roomies are in their native and I am missing them like hell!!
Anyone has shared the same feeings?? Do blog!!!
Share your views:
neenserergy (2 Years ago)
Dear Kanchanna,
I read with real interesting your post...you seem ICE WOMAN. May be you have lived a negative experience throughout your life, may be you have been disappointed by a person that you loved. In these case you have, even better, you must open you soul toward the other people. Tell us what happend!
osteorotobbox (3 Years ago)
Well, I guess psychology some times got to stretch its limits to understand the choices of soul and the joy of being in the present...
I feel, Kanchanna is growing stronger, passionate and enjoying life as it happens. Does past always have to to determine the present and future?
I agree with you Kanchanna, being a traveler I have enjoyed wherever I am, yet when it is time to move on - I am all set to explore and experience. There is so much to enjoy and cant afford spending time thinking of family and friends... at the same time, excitement of meeting them still lingers...
friengotgan (2 Years ago)
Mirko, It may sound like signs of frustration and utter disappointment. I believe, all that happens to me in my life are in some way manifested by me and I am responsible for anything good or bad that happens to me. As such I dont regret any bad decisions or actions, rather take it a positive experience that would guide me further in my life. I can say, I DONT consider any experience as NEGATIVE :)
And for things that I have nt chosen in my life like bad parentage, I understand the way it is and choose other means and ways for enriching my life!! I dont want to whine or complaint about anyone.
My Blog could be a perceived as a reflection of me moving from the frame of a girl to an independent and practical woman.
I value your comments and thank you for that.